[	Current Mood	|	annoyed	]
[	Current Music	|	Back in Black ACDC	]

Today was a good day.im kinda upset though.today i was trying to talk to crystal and then stacy came up and well crystal left and went to her and that kinda made me mad cuz i was trying to talk to her and she totally ignored me.but anywayz who really cares i know i dont.but ya i have been talking to kelsi latley and i am happy that i started talking to her.buy anywayz.OMG tyler hodgin is so hot.but ya im kinda tired and well i think i am going to go so ya.

[	Current Mood	|	hyper	]
[	Current Music	|	Take me home	]

Today has been an original day.i was hyper almost all day.Jessica and i were spinning around and around at lunch time. everybody is asking me if i like kyle. i dont know why.but ya i have to go.

[	Current Mood	|	grateful	]
[	Current Music	|	me so horny	]

I feel really bad.life fucking sucks.i made crystal mad at me and well.ya i like tyler and i was hanging with him and then jake came up and crystal doent like jake so she left but i didnt leave i thought she just had to go to the bathroom. come to find out she got pissed off at me.i hate john timmer. im not friends with him anymore.im not friends with alix either.i want to kick her ass but if i do i will get suspended and shes not worth getting suspened.i think that crystal is starting to hate me. i feel really bad. i dont want to loose her as a friend and it seems like i am loosing her.life really sucks. im gonna see my mom this week end. i havent saw her since christmas eve and i really miss her.i have to go out to dinnner on sunday with my grandpa and i dont want to because i dont really like him that much.i really dont like my stepgrandma. she treats us like we are low life scums. over the break i went to my aunts house. i loved it down there. the only do side is that i started crying while i was down there and i have never cryed down there.but ya like anyone fucking cares any more.but ya i have to go. will write later.

[	Current Mood	|	confused	]
[	Current Music	|	me so horny	]

I cant believe it.my life sucks but i got to go i will finish this later.bye

OMG today was a really messed up day.i have a felling that crystal doesnt wont to come with me to my aunts house but thats ok.i wont her to go cuz it would be so awsome but if she doesnt want to go then that is ok.but ya kyle doesnt like me anymore.he doesnt treat me the same as he did when we liked each other.i heard from other people that i broke his heart the first time that we dated and i didnt wont that to happen again and ya.i did want to date him but i didnt want him to break off that relationship he has.and well ya corey and carley were really pissing me off today.i was about ready to kill carley.i just didnt want to even hear her voice.then josh was standing right next to me and i was about ready to sock him one in the face.but ya.i cant wait tell friday.i get to see my baby girl.i miss her sooo much.im going to have fun down there even if crystal cant come.but ya.i think im not going to talk to anyone during the break at all exept mitchell and mabey austin.i hope i get to see them to.that is if lisa takes me down there.my life was good there for a while but then it started geting bad

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hyper

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2day is a good day. i really like kyle. im glad i met him. Im glad i met crystal 2. she is really cool.i think she is my best friend.i know i can trust her.i have told her stuff and she hasnt told anyone.im glad i can trust her.im glad i met her this year.Jeremy is really buggin me about dating him. i dont wont to date him.if he wants to be my friend then he has to stop liking me and pressuring me to date him when i dont want to.alix wasnt here 2day but thats ok.today in bodyshaping was so fun.i think it was the funnest that it has ever been in a long time.but ya.im not going to see my mom this weekend becuz she isnt goin to be there which sucks becuz next week we get out for x mas break and i wanted to go down south to visit my aunt trixie and her girls and i wanted to also visit ashley while i was down there.but yet i dont know if i can.thats ok though.i will try to get a hold of her during the week to talk to her about it.i really like kyle.2night we have a feast thing for our choir class it seems like it is going to be fun.zzzzzzzzzzzz.im really bord but i am hyper.there is nothing to do.im really cunfused i hear that kyle likes me but yet he has a girlfriend.but thats ok. i hope crystal comes tonight becuz it is really fun when she is there. she is a fun person to be with.

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energetic

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Today life really sucks. it is all becuz my friend Jon. He is being a fucking jurk 2 me and i dont understand why. His grlfriend Alix thinks i like him and she is my friend. she thinks i like him becuz serah told her about this dream i had and then she said that i said that it was like destiny that jon and i are supose 2 be 2gether. but i never said that. so know she is lying to me. but on the up side my friends are puting me in a better mood. i think i myt like Kyle again. We have been talking alot more. I dumped scott yesterday at youth and he hasnt talked to me since. he has treated me like shit since i broke up with him. but i dont care. im going 2 kill this kid named Josh.he is really getting to me. But other then jon and alix and serah i have had a really good day. kyle put me in a better mood. My friend crystal is really cool and she was the first one to put me in a good mood even though it didnt seem like it. i think i like kyle actually i know i like kyle but he has a grlfriend and everyone is telling me that i should date kyle. but yet i dont know if i want to yet. ryan is a really cool guy to he is fun to hang out with. but i have to go.